What keeps me going...My Motivation

When i am damaged inside,
I sparkle on the outskirts.
This is the thing that keeps me motivated,
But for the wrong reasons.

I am tangled up in mistakes,
Mistakes that keeps me looking behind.
Behind the dark clouds
Beyond my mind

I am fired up with motivations to sin,
But enriched with a blessing from deep within.
So I will keep on fighting

Holding on,
At least just for today.
Tomorrow comes with its own problems,
That I am not prepared to face today.